I am writing this week after publishing my "Reflections Through 4-H" blog. It was powerful, it made my mother cry (in a good way), and it got me thinking... Am I doing this student teaching thing right? I love reading the blogs of my peers, getting to read about the joys and challenges that they are facing. I know that you can not compare one student teaching experience to another, but sometimes that is inevitable. I have to echo what Miranda said this week: I feel like I am still in the honeymoon stage. After all, I came off a magical weekend with 4-H and was thrown in to a crazy, reality check of a week in the classroom. And I still feel like a million bucks. I still don't feel like I hit the wall of reality/challenge that I know I am racing towards.
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8th Grade day, looking at pig lungs! |
So in review, Monday was less than thrilling. I was tired from the weekend, my content wasn't exciting to begin with, and my students were not as cooperative as normal. It was just a day in the trenches. I left immediately after school for my bi-annual CDL physical, but the doctors office literally moved locations the week before and never told me. (Sometimes if I didn't have bad luck...) After chasing them down, I had multiple errands to run, and passed out as soon as I got home.
Tuesday was a blessing in disguise. I got to sleep in because we had a 2 hour delay, but when I got to school, I released that the delay had been changed to a cancellation. I thought great, now I need to change my curriculum around
again. But nevertheless I got to spend the day in a quiet school, catching up on everything I needed to do. I even escaped to the shop and did a little welding; some hands-on therapy to calm my nerves.
Wednesday went great. Some seating changes I made finally paid off and the students were engaged. In 5th period ag 1, I got to experience a true teachable moment. My students were talking about the big announcement made by the boy scouts, and I realized they never heard of the changes to OD made by national FFA. We took half the class period and discussed the impact of these changes. The conversation was not political or religious, but rather focused around what it means to be a part of a national organisation that is open to everybody. Yes, we fell behind 8th period as far as content on the lesson plan, but I know my students still learned something that day.
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8th Graders meeting our Angus bull calf, Ted |
Thursday was 8th grade day at the high school. All students were in their homerooms working on iPad assignments all day, while Mr Brown, Mr Turner, select chapter officers, and myself got to show the program to every 8th grader in the district. Again, it was time away from my students in class, but I still got to see learning and fresh excitement in the 8th graders.
Friday, I finally got comfortable with our eBackpack system, and our grade book system. I am not able to be completely autonomous with all of my classes. Mr Brown, Mr Tuner, and myself also got had great conversations about where I am, where I want to go, and what we need to do to get me there. I know the two of them have differing views on some points such as how to do xyz or even teaching philosophy, but I am extremely grateful that I get to see both ways, that they are both supporting me, and they give me the room to be my own teacher. This next week we will focus on my ability to check for understanding, and I feel confident that I am moving forward.
In this next week, I may face the challenges I alluded to earlier. On Wednesday, I am ending careers and starting plant science with ag 1. Also, that day I will pick up a new class, starting Plumbing with ag 3. It is also my first week that I am in complete control over my own grades, attendance, student emails, etc. I am looking forward to these new challenges.
In review, some teachers taught curriculum this week, but I feel like I taught students. I may have missed 2 instructional days, and not progressed through curriculum as much as I wanted to. But lots of these things were out of my control and I did the best with the had I was dealt. At the end, I know I had a positive impact on students this week and I strengthened my philosophy on learning vs. content. I know that my first 4 weeks may not have had the challenges others have faced, but I am thankful that I have been forced to take it slow, get comfortable, and learn. In my own way of learning vs content, I need to stop worrying about achieving my own made-up checkpoints, focus on learning everything I can, here and now. It doesn't mean anything is wrong if I still feel like I'm in the honeymoon stage. It means that I am Mr Repetz at Central Columbia, this is my story, and I am being prepared the best I can be for what lies ahead. Bring on week 5!!!
(Cue the credits rolling, with the guitar intro to Gary Allen's "Right Where I Need to Be" plays in the background)